Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Oh dear

Last night I went to the loo and there was a brownish discharge.

My heart stopped and I quickly told DH to turn on the lights (I'm lazy so I go straight to the loo instead of to the light switch first). I decided there and then to jump straight into bed.

This morning I woke at 6.30 (unheard of - my alarm's set for 7.15) and he told me I tossed and turned the whole night (I wasn't even aware because I slept soundly).

I peed on a stick straight away - one clear line and one very faint if you squint and look into the sun line. No discharge.

So far, so good.

But while at work, some more brown discharge. It's almost like I'm getting my periods...

This evening yet some more discharge so we just phoned the clinic (their literature says to phone if you're concerned so I made D phone!) and the nurse said it doesn't mean I'm not pregnant, but if it increases, to phone back tomorrow.

I've cried once since this little blip happened. Otherwise I feel kind of resigned. Today I was looking at the budget and thinking "HOW can we pay for another cycle?"

(I keep telling my little baby bean - you have ME as a parent and I'm a fighter so FIGHT! Shame, poor thing, the pressure!)

Tonight I spent hours reading (happy) infertility blogs - the ones who eventually got pregnant - to encourage me that it WILL happen.

Enough about me. How are you guys doing?

3 comments:

  1. Christi2:40 am

    Leigh,

    Don't give up your hope....hope can do alot. And it's always good to be a fighter.

    Keep us updated, as we all are wishing you the very best.

    ((((Fingers crossed tightly for you.))))

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  2. Leigh,

    I think the faint line will turn darker soon. I am keeping my fingers crossed for you.

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  3. oh wow it's been a while since i've been here but i'm so glad you had IVF done. you know that one faint line is a positive...so what's the verdict? are you pregnant?

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