Thursday, October 30, 2008

Starting to feel okay

I'm always amazed at how resilient we as human beings are.

On Friday I thought that I'd never be okay again and yesterday I found myself laughing.

Amazing.

I had a "moment" this morning but really, NOTHING as bad as Friday.

I had a lovely weekend - had breakfast with two friends from the infertility support group, and then spent the rest of the weekend with my wonderful husband.

I started my period on Sunday and it was BAD. Very bad. Horrible to look at and oh, so painful.

I went in for another scan on Monday (I don't quite know what they were looking for) but he wanted to check whatever on day 2.

On Monday I had a terrible day again. I think it was also having to be at work and I got news that a job I'd applied for internally (which I STILL think is perfect for me) went to someone else.

Very weepy, very emotional, very weird for me.

But slowly as the days pass, I find myself getting hopeful again.

Hopeful for next time.

I can't believe I'm thinking about a next time!

4 comments:

  1. I'm so sorry, but I hope you can come back for a win soon! Keep on. Thinking of you.

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  2. You're a hero. To read how your hopes are building back up is so inspiring. I know that the first couple of days of your period were horrific. It's a real letting-go. But you can get pregnant and you will again.

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  3. Good to hear you are feeling a little better. You are a strong person and I admire you. Hopefully you will get some good news soon.

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  4. Stay strong! hugs

    "There is no greater strength on earth than a heart's will to persevere"

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